A/N: Right now, I'm working on my DBS outtake of Edward at Thanksgiving, but every now and then a drabble demands to be written. I was telling someone on Twitter how much I missed these three, and well, Bella wouldn't be quiet. I hope you enjoy this peek into them, and I hope to have the DBS outtake done and move on to my Fandom Gives Back pieces by next week. Thank you all for your patience.

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In their eyes, I am beautiful.

When they look at me, they don't see the frantic, frustrated, failure. They see success, happiness, passion, life.

I love them more than I've ever loved anyone before, yet they are two.

In my head, I spend hours analyzing and wondering. I call myself names, and degrade my love for them. Wondering how I got to this place, in love with two men.

And at the end, when I'm defeated and think they deserve better than me, they look at me.

And in their eyes, I am whole. I am loved. I am me.